DAY 65 SUNDAY FEB 26, 2012 MORE MORE

   Early morning today, and I had lots to do. I was trying to explain why I blog, and why I say it is for me. 
     If I was not typing I would be on the way to McDonald's for the drive through breakfast that I would eat before I went to the bank at 8:30 this morning to do some transacting. I would have the Sausage McMuffin with no Egg, two of those, two hash browns, a biscuit (plain with butter) and a large Diet coke. My morning drive would be 1,900 calories. I would eat in the car, and get to the bank. Do my stuff there, and at 9:15 I am meeting friends at the Long Beach Diner. I hate to not eat when others around me are, as the waitresses look at me funny. While everyone orders breakfast, I have already eaten, so I will keep it light. I would order a Grilled Cheese with bacon on rye, with french fries and an Iced Coffee. Add another 2,000 calories to my morning, and by Noon I am comfy and feeling warm with 4,000 calories in me. I get home to watch a little TV, and at 1:30 I realize I better have a little lunch, dinner is at 7:00 and I want to pace myself. I figure it is time to try out Bigelow's again, a small shack like restaurant that is known for it's Ipswich belly clams, fried of course, and the Oysters. They serve a combo platter, called the 1 and 1/2, which is a whole order of the fried clams, and a 1/2 order of the fried oysters. It comes with fries, cole slaw and a bowl of their thick New England clam chowder. It is a tasty lunch, and I knock it down complete, all 4,600 calories worth. I get out of the restaurant, and go to the mall. I need some stuff for the kitchen and for the dogs. While there, the Nathan's in the Food Court is having a special, 2 hot dogs, french fries and a soda for $3.99. Can't pass that up, so the afternoon snack is 1,600 calories. Cruising along, I feel satisfied as I have eaten over 10,000 calories and I skipped the cake and Ice cream. Yay for me. At home, I am getting ready for dinner, and we are going to the local pasta place that I like. I order the Fettucine Bolognese, knock off two baskets of garlic knots, enjoy a Tiramisu for dessert with a Cappucino, and we get home. With no other desserts, I end the day at 13,000 calories. That was me in January of 2010, 12 months ago. Not now, that was then.

I BLOG FOR ME,

FOR ACCOUNTABILITY TO ME,

AND TO NEVER GO BACK TO BEING

THE OBESE PIG THAT I HAD BECOME.

     As the Challengers lose huge amounts of weight, and blog about how it becomes easier, and habit forming and a way of life, they will get their share of hate. Trust one thing, obese people like I was hate the concept of not eating as much, and will hurl shit at anyone that tries to better themselves. Haters are correct about a few things. I am harsh, and I do not understand blogging that this and dieting is impossible. I do not understand blogging about goals that are impossible, and then lamenting in failure. I have no time for it. This is very simple, and very hard all at once. I have done nothing that is genius or needs to be lauded. I stopped killing myself. The hate comes with some success. There are plenty of success stories out there, hundreds a lot more successful than I am. There are stories of 200 pound losses, 300 pound losses, and more. Follow those people, and get inspired from them.

     I promised to not point out the humor I see in other peoples blogs. I like to. I do promise that if you anonymous people want to show your faces, I will slander your asses just as you have mine, with a much more obscene twist. Put the fork down, then comment your ass off. Before you send the hate to me, or in time to others that share in this success, look in the mirror. There is nothing worse than a fat ass with a big mouth, that has sausage gravy on their lips. Think about your own lives and what is missing from them, step back, and fix it. You can not handle my life, not now, not ever. There is no hate here. We are a group of fatties following a plan that will help lose weight. Weight Watchers charges $20 a week plus whatever crap you need for their plan. We have three doctors following the plan right now !!  Hate me, hate the people, hate yourselves. When you fall off the blog map, as you will, we will be healthier and smirking.
    And one more thing. All of this does not mean my way is the only way !! Respect everyone that can lose weight on any plan, that will empower you. Talking shit and eating shit is not for these parts please !!! The real haters are just reading and eating !!